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3.55pm: 1 message received -- "umi xcident"
sender : k.ngah

silent..........
hah!
my heart goes insane
slight pain in the eyes

a friend nx to me asked,"kenape?"

no answer
my mind couldn't focus
few seconds....then i answered,"adik kte ckp mak kte xcident".
plz don't ask anything more. i'm so confused now.

dialling k.ngah's number

her voice was trembling all the way i couldn't understand what she's talking about
she mentioned 'sg petani', 'lipan', and 'hosp. selama'
and she's already on her way back home

5.00pm: i called home.jannah said ummi's fine.jz few bruises n she's already at home now.
Alhamdulillah

8.00pm: called home again.5 minutes talking to amad.look like everything's ok.
the rest of the chat with ummi makes me somehow relieve (but still worry).

the story goes diz way:
ummi went to sg petani
on her way back
sk selama called her telling that akasyah was bitten by a 'lipan' at school
(a centipide if u dont get what i mean)
ummi rushed home like crazy
what more can u expect from a mum receiving a news
that her son has been bitten by a dangerous creature
suddenly out of nowhere a car appeared to be driven very fast
and it was moving directly towards her (guess the driver's sleepy)
they didn't crash
but ummi was injured coz she tried to avoid that car
her head was knocked hard on something
but she said she's ok (xray showed no fracture or any serious internal injury)
jz feeling a bit dizzy
she can't help but worry for akasyah (but he seems to be ok by now..Alhmdulillah)....

I'm sorry ummi
I'm sorry my dear brothers n sisters
i wasn't there when i was needed
it's painful
coz all i can do is
pray..pray..and pray more
may Allah protect you always.
~ i LOVE you ~